I was going out with someone for 9 months. I know it may not seem that long but it was long to me and it was a serious relationship. I was madly in love and we got along so great. I’m still not over him and I still love him. It was he that broke up with me over the phone Christmas week! I still cant believe he did that to me. He rang saying he couldn’t do it anymore and he wanted an “easy life” .
I used to get in moods for no reason…..sometimes over having no work. But I would always be ok after a while and we would be fine. I never thought in a million years that he would break up with me. We really got on so well. I did have some hang ups about his ex because they were together for 5 years. When I met him, it was off a year with the ex but they were still in contact. Like she had texted him asking to go walking. She rang him another time to talk. But this conversation lasted 10 mins and they were talking normally, not romantically. He had always said that he had no feelings for her anymore but I just felt deep down that he did, especially with the contact being there. More reasons he said for breaking up with me was that he couldn’t give me the attention I needed….that’s bull if you ask me I because I never asked much from him. We always spent time together. Another reason was that “maybe we weren’t ready for each other”?? I dunno does he have emotional issues with women. I still feel very confused and I miss him so much. But at the end of the day I have to keep telling myself that if he really cared like he said he does, then he wouldn’t have just dropped me!!
Also when we met up after he broke up with me over the phone….he was telling me that he loves me and still really cares for me. He was crying, hugging and kissing me which made me very confused. I don’t know was this to make himself feel better. I just feel like my world has turned upside down. I thought he was the one. He is 37 after a string of relationships and I am 28…this was my first serious relationship. What also hurts is that every single one of my friends are in serious relationships and I’m just back to being on my own yet again and living at home. He texted me last week saying good luck in your new job, all the best wishes xx. I don’t know why he did this….why did he write xx?? Its just very very confusing. I didn’t text back as I thought, what’s the point. I just wish he didn’t text me anymore. I’m trying to move on but I am just constantly thinking about him and the relationship.